hare ko harinaam majboori mein no denial chahe maut ya amrattava.
i am agnostic, no knowlege of anything i am not knowing how to live not knowing how to meditate not athiest nor theist no god no devil inclination. not wanting to go to a doctor or ghosttrapper or wisdom guru. cause external attack, internal weakness, lack of stability, cruel atmosphere, not able to move the body or mind at will. i shall continue to commit mistakes and blunders repeatedly and hope that i shall remain preserved with all limbs intact.